Before ber is my worst, I think!?!

My August is the worst in this year. I've been so lazy in studying this month. I don't feel so motivated. Aside from our not-so-good teacher, whom I don't really like, the time of his subject is so early that I am not used to it and makes me come to his subject late and most of the time absent... I'm so bothered now that it may drag me down from my scholarship coz he seems so hard to please. I didn't had a chance to have 2 quizzes and participate in his discussion... his lessons are so confusing coz in 1 hour of discussion every meeting is a discussion of different topics and most are nonsense, I mean, how can we move on to our other lessons while he keeps on butting unrelated self stories... Urgh!!! I hate it! Boring and so not worth it!!! He blames us coz we don't speak in the discussions...
Oh whatever!!! I wish it will not drag me down bigtime. I need to get an average grade not exceeding to 2, to be safe in the scholarship program I have... and specially no grade of 3 which is equivalent to 75.
Enough of him, just look in the brighter side.... 'm doing alright in my other subjects, I hope they will save me (TT0TT) And also, my brother got his firs salary ever! ^^ He is working now in a factory for autoparts as a an engineer maintenance... not bad as a beginner ei~ ^^ he always tell us his experience there. He is fixing machines if there are problems that the other maintenance below him can't fix... mama used to tell him that being a licensed engineer has a more convinient job than those who don't ^^ He treated us yesterday, August 31, for a box of pizza and gave mama almost half of his salary to pay our housebills like electricity and the internet ^^

my co-scholar cheered me up by saying that my brother will surely help me if by unluckily my scholarship will be gone (which I hope not).. if not him then my mama will.... especially now that I will only be needing 1 more sem to graduate and complete my course which I hope I can finish being a 4-year scholar of CBK lmtd com, my family is really thankful to this.

I will come to school on time starting now. I hope I get motivated and obtain high grades to pull and fill up for the lost Hehehe btw... my sister gave me a watch xD now I hope this will remind me of the time to be punctual...